Big surprise, I'm up early again, and with one hell of a headache. I'm glad it's Friday and that I actually got some sleep. I think I'm going out tonight, but after that I have the entire weekend to sleep if I need it, and I probably will.

Sometimes I think my body ages like, ten times faster than my mind. I'll get out of bed in the morning and I sound like a one hundred-year-old hardwood floor. When I stretch it sounds like fire crackers are going off. My feet creek, my back pops, my neck cracks, my arms sound like they need to be oiled, and my feet continue to creek as I walk around the apartment while my knees crackle. I'm an 80 year old with the mind of a twenty-something year old. At least I look good for my age. -bats eyes-

I was just telling a friend that I'm going to buy a dress for the summer sometime soon. This isn't really blog-worthy except dresses have never really been my thing. I'll wear the occasional long skirt, but for the most part I'm a jeans and t-shirt kinda chick. I'm feeling alittle girly, ( I am a girl, you know...) so I think I'm going to spring for a casual halter dress. However, in keeping with my usual pattern, it will probably be a black dress. :]

I have a feeling things will change for me this year. I'm putting that out into the universe. I've been drowning financially, I've been confused and lost emotionally, and some thing's got to give. I've been taking steps to get myself out of debt, so hopefully all of my efforts will pay off soon and I'll pick up at least one more job. Emotions are a different story. One can't adjust things around as easily as one can with a financial situation. It takes a hell of a lot of self-discipline, patience, and a lot of down time to figure out priorities. Actually, it does sound a lot like finances. Heh. However, nothing is black and white with matters of the heart, so that makes it even more difficult to figure out. What I do know is that I deserve to be happy, and right now I'm not, so things have to change.